You're the Apple to my Pie ;)

Its raining

2012-01-29T01:05:00.000-08:00

muka time form 3

Hmm. I miss school.

and them . <3

Jom potong kuku mcm ni!

2012-01-29T00:50:00.000-08:00

by: http://www.facebook.com/ustaznasir

2012-01-29T00:27:00.000-08:00

*by : http://www.facebook.com/kempenaurat

So, Assalamualaikum, and happy Sunday.

Just got back from going out with my sista, followed her to re-size her engagement ring, just to found out the tukang resize will only start his work at 6pm and above. pfftt. So, off we went touring around the mall, Festival City to be exact, i thought it's full with chinese, since my mum told its a Chinese area, but well its not. Malays were quite a number too, so it was okay la to go lepaking with family there. There are loads of dine in restaurant too, and Seoul Garden's there too! So no problemo. NO. im not being racist. im just sayinnn . geeze people, stop being judgmental, what happen with you guys these days. lol.

As we were wandering around so jakun, we stumbled upon cool blog stall. and of course, must stop n buy one la. hehe, honeydew and strawberry! yumm.. and we continued our tour, scavenging for an ideal place to have our lunch, but i wasnt hungry, She's paying, plus I was forced to eat too.. what option did I havee? Lol. thennn, there was Chatime milk tea shop! Must buy oso. *padahal kat tangan dah dua cool blog tak minum lagi, tamak i know* . Semua yang beli situ Chinese je, It was a lil bit awkward lah for me to wait for sorang2 for my number to get called so i can take the milk tea and run away tasting the freedom of hazelnut chocolate milk tea! hmm. exaggerate, i know. =_=

bla bla, and we stopped at nandos, and had our lunch, and i never like nandos. yeah.

went to sister's wedding hall, did zohor prayer there, and here i am now, at a place call home. writing in the dark, viewing the window, while its raining out there. I like rainy days, dark n gloomy, reminds me of my childhood dream, to have a taste of how's it in England.

Till then,

Assalamualaikum people,

may next post be more motivating or inspirational and not just a so called diary. lol. later~

2012-01-29T00:24:00.000-08:00

*by : kempen aurat saya maruah saya

2012-01-12T23:08:00.000-08:00

Salam.

Im in a silent mode. well, being home, im pretty much in silent mode all the time. -_-" since, its only me, mum. . and chores.

i am bored. I. Dont. Even. Feel.Like.Doing.Anything.

im dying everyday living like this. T_T

2012-01-11T03:00:00.000-08:00

I miss writing.

I miss having things to dwell and to talk about here.

Im stuck here, having a normal routine of an unpaid maid. well. pretty much.

never mine. I know i will be missing these days solemnly one day.

So cherish the moments, and take a deep breath, and

Say, Alhamdulillah.

at least im not stuck there in the woods, being trained in plkn camp witout internet nor cell phones. bahahaha. okay. that was a bit. . ruthless.

An Early Marriage needs sacrifice and responsibilities to uptake

2012-01-05T15:41:00.000-08:00

2012-01-05T15:33:00.000-08:00

HAH. I AM GOING TO HAVE MY COMPUTER TEST TOMORROW, HAVEN'T READ A PAGE!

well, nevermoineee, have always commit a crime of studying last minute. never a surprise. lol.

will do.

insyallah boleh, okay , NESCAFE MEH SINI! lol, hurmmmm? *considering if still works, maybe dah immuned kot. haish.

Sobahul khair

2012-01-05T14:59:00.000-08:00

Good Morning and Assalamualaikum!

*not listening to any songs, since its only 7, have u did your fajr prayer?

okayyy, sooo~ i woke up with an annoying-machine gun knocked of my bedroom door, from my sister, the annoying Iqa. Of course it was an utter distress and wreck since i somehow woke up at 2 something, and found myself starving like crazzayh. *no good waking up in the middle of the night, or i shall say, Morning.

i ate 2 slice of bread and oreos. OK. That's a lotttt. but heyy, i ate my dinner at 6 okayyyy.

hah. just to found a fact that, its normal around that time to be hungry because your stomach are prone to have it all mixed up, wether its you're hungry or just thirsty. Should have just drink a large glass of water. =_=

SOOO, proceed. what and utter disgrace, eating around 3 alone in the dark. phssttt.

Enough with the starving part, so, i thought of getting back to sleep, but i cant. Switched one the tv, checked my parents room *safety precautions and suddenly heard my brother singing jazz at 2.45 or something. the heck.?

I went back to the living room, watched some channels, nothing have caught my interest. Sad.

went straight back to room, cant sleep. Still. So I switched on the laptop, sign in my twitter, facebook, and youtube. OF COURSE. WHAT MORE DO YOU EXPECTTT? lol.

Retwit some informative and some statement worth to ponder.

and then, im back asleep at 6.

4O minutes later, there comes the part my sister went knocking hard.

Breathing hard, since terkejut, then my older sister came with a pair of baju kurung and tudung, asking me a hand to iron her closes. geez. thanks a lot. not to forget Ma asking me to rinse the soaked baju and put it in the washing machine. and back again ironing Iqa's uniform. WHY CANT YOU IRON IT LAST NIGHT YOU'RE 15 FOR GOD'S SAKE.

phewh~

so now, mum preparing breakfast, i guess, and im here, ranting and reporting this. lol.

its a no day of a rest for me today *well, everyday later would have to do the laundry, and sidai baju. and since its Friday today, maybe i might be lucky to sweep the floor as well. T_T

till then,

the part time unpaid maid

later. Assalamualaikum, Happy Friday you guys!

#I also layan Aiman Azlan, Anwar Hadi and Mat Luthfi. good infos, worth watching!

once upon a time. . . continue!

2011-12-24T08:57:00.000-08:00

once upon a time,

there was a fine looking pretty kind hearted and supperrrr attractive lady live

down the corner.

but she was a very lonely old kinda 'super attractive' one.

she thought she was meant to leave alone for the rest of her life picking up woods to get herself warm during these cold days.(sad)

and suddenly a group of gangsta comes outta nowhere and gave her a cute kitten in a box (say whattt? lol)

it was quite a strange thing for her, to receive such a present from err. . gangsta obviously? but a kind hearted she is, she accept it politely and pretend to like it (good girl!)

and just about she had the kitten in her arms to hold, the group of gangsta took the kitten roughly, and throw the kitten in the air a few times while singing negaraku (say whatttt? #2nd tak memasal ohh)

then the gangsta say, 'in ur face! why would we want to give u a presenttttt? oh cmonnnn! u're a jokeeee' amd laugh satanic.(muahahaha)

and then the cat suddenly pooped while they were throwing the cat in the air. the poop went straight into their respective mouths which then caused a viral infection which made all of the gangstas mute.(play with ur imaginations!)

lucky the lady didnt follow them to laugh too , so now its time for her to pay back! the lady catch the cat back and sang 'break your heart' by Taio Cruz dancing with the cat. and said 'ah hah! in ur faceee!" with nigga slang of course**(let it run wilddd, haha)

and then came this lover(jeng jeng jeng)

sooo this guy, he's not really ugly nor handsome. he's just some average joe working part time at roti boy as a baker.(apakah?)

and this girl she's a beauty queen , she annoys him at times, but she knows just what to say when shedoes do to get his heart back. she has a beautiful brown eyes, pale white skin, a stunning smile, religuous, and she caught his heart. the guy is so serious with her and they're getting married soon. (hmmm.. .?)

mind those grammar errors. lol it ridiculous, but its just something for me to keep . :)

2011-12-22T21:42:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum

i wonder,

is this normal?

after school ends, we tend to get further apart. merely approaching each other in FB ,

and i am really sorry if you ever text-ed me and i did not reply, probably because i haven't reload for quite a long time. hee :)

sigh*

i wonder what you guys are doing now,

i think i miss those days in boarding school. lol.

whatever you're doing

i wish you guys, happiness and good times with your love ones.

Happy Friday,

A relationship with Allah is the most important relationship you can have,

without that,

nothing else can ever workout...

2011-12-22T17:01:00.000-08:00

mood:glad

song :chasing cars-snow patrol

i couldn't find elsewhere to paste these stuff, plus i have abandon my blog for such a longggg time, i planned to do something better,

but oh well.

so. here should be just fine right? you, great to have you here. :)

may Allah bless you and grant you with happiness and prosperity here and the life of here-after.

insyallah ;)

p/s : i know this is lameeee, butttt, bear with me. :O

hello dear 'dustybloggie' !

2011-12-22T02:00:00.000-08:00

mood: gloomy

listening to : for the first time-the script

wow. it has been long since I last wrote anything here. yeah, I know its cliche intro. =_= *shoot got mix up typing skills on keyboard and from bb*

yeahh, it has been long ya' knowww. LOL

sorry blogger, i tend to leave you as soon as i got to know other place to voice out my feelings or thoughts. meheheh. but nothing can replace you dear blogger. you're the place i tell stories, my stories, and soon to become memories that'll be great histories. :')

hmmm. im kind of aloof with new things, lol. soooo. . it takes times for me to get all cuddly bubbly with you back, but i promise you, I'll write you more stories from now on.

xoxo. miss you dear bloggie ;)

my English is getting crappy. great.

sssstreeeeeeessssssss

2011-09-04T04:00:00.000-07:00

Hey, its been a while since i last wrote down heree.

i got an issue right now. i got an examzesferouserwdheiufgw syndrome. which is exam phobic.lol.

trust me, i have always been the optimistic type. well almost. its like, even if i failed ,ill take it as a test to improve and get better.

(well sometimes if i flunked chemist or physics, there wud be 'grieving moments', like 2 or 3 periods, then i'll get back up and get better laa)

im not the type that would go all kabut and gelabah before test, just keep cool though u wudnt know how gelabah i am inside.

but this time 'round, im telling u.i cant stand it. i find it hard to explain why.

going back to college tomorrow, start of new tormenting days. no kidding.

hm :/

2011-08-27T05:11:00.000-07:00

start working your arse out!

T______________________T

NEWSFEED

2011-07-11T02:36:00.000-07:00

Thats for tiramisu craziness. haha. camwhoring much

Till then,

H² :)

♥

2011-07-09T22:30:00.000-07:00

TADAA!

Happy Birthday too to Muardakstilo. x)

pavlova?

chocolate macaroons?

Thats for advance b'day celebration

;)

Till then,

17 soon,♥

Yawww

2011-07-08T06:03:00.000-07:00

mood: relax
song : wishing weed sang by me :)

lol. havent done this is quite sometime, with the 'mood and song' as starter of each posts.
sooooo. what shall i write here? hm hm,
oh yeaaahh, ladies night, happen to be on 26th June, i guess, aaah, cudnt recall.
the climax of the night was the fashion show, and i happened to be one of the host.
and mind you, i have never had any experience of being onee.
so do Tyra Fatini (lol), my partner in hosting the so-called show :D
you know, it was fun actually to get a glimpse of glamorous feeling (lol, glamour lah sgt dengan runway trek dia nampak plywood yang huddohh)
but it was conducted in a full english, though i doubt whether its a proper one.
lol. but what's important, we've tried
and so far, it was okay lah kan.
lol. sukahati criticize diri sendiri. takpe2, sesekali give urself a pat on the back is not a crime kot.

oh oh. tadi went to jj, and i bought a new freaking malay novel entitled 'rooftop rant' !
okieeee.
lost of word.
imma ciao now.
boiii~!

You smile I smile, when u're not, well u figure out la, :)

2011-07-06T09:21:00.000-07:00

hey dear blank space,

its 12.20am and by now, if im in hostel i'd be ironing uniforms for tomorrow.

just thattt, im not, im HOMEEEE.

here i ammm, typing absent mindedly.

ama, i've read it, and it "sedut" a lottt.

haih la haih. i cant go to sleep. zzZ.

dear eyes, work with me ? pleaseeeee.

Hello, can i come in?

2011-06-16T18:23:00.000-07:00

baaaaaaaaaahhh. PRE TRIAL. headline for today. no. for these 3 weeks.
im in the library now, completing the add math project work.lol
yeah sooo. i cant write much
but juts wanted to wish my mates, all the bestt for upcoming exams.
andddd. i wont be back until august kot. kot laa.
hmm.
you. take care, (:

i wish i cud chat, or write more. =_="

i dont see what anyone can see in anyone else, but you.

2011-06-05T18:29:00.000-07:00

k-pop malaysia

2011-06-04T19:16:00.000-07:00

i knew it from my siss.

so i googled for more laughing stock la kann.

lol

soo nahh

hmm,. somehoww. . comel. .kah?

tolong. i need someone to tell me, haha.

hmm. wait . waittt.

APA NIIIII?

2011-06-04T18:29:00.001-07:00

CONTINUE

continue our journeyy somewhere elsee

stopped at ayamass kott. heh macam macam lah

thats why i love my sisss. watch her handdd. lol. kiddinn

i even pow dia ice cream ni, sbb i know i wont buy it someway. lol.

ohh, btw, i bought a new strap. its PURPLE.(:

LOL. till then, another cam-whoring pic with my sis.

hahh.havent done it in a long time though. hmm. :)

till then, thanks family.

LOL. that sound awkward.

because, you cud never thank them enoughhh. never will.

till then,

Haz Out!

xoxo.

omnomnom-expression for :im-eating-back-off-God-this-is-soooo-gooddd

2011-06-04T17:43:00.000-07:00

okay okay, i went to klcc. to grab lunch. tetibaa.

above: Mum's leading the way, Iqa, manage to strucked a post,

while searchin for place to eat. typical. phfft.

so we ate here. expensive, VERY. =_="

above:my parents and my sis (shoot along, dandan lah time ni nak bersinn, dush2!)

buruk gila perangai iqaa. i dunno did she somehow lieratlly licked her plateeee.

shishhh. shame on you! LOL

oh shoot, i'm wearing Scholl. im sorry it is ugly. but comfortableee~ LOL

okayy, my sis. choosing her so called watch. phfft. sebokk.

i wanted the black oneee. but instead she chose the pink. pfft

typical, selalu opposite attractionnn.

2011-06-02T22:41:00.000-07:00

Im sorry. I am just that snob.

only if you think so. bear with it.

When home is the only place you'd rather spent for the rest of your life.

2011-06-02T22:26:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum to dear readers :)

(if i ever had any. lol)

okay okay. soo this is my 2nd Friday during school holidayy, andd by Monday i'll back to the dearest hostel confronting with awesome days and awesome schedule and awesome task

like duhh =_=" spm-candidate-stop-whining okay! (kerek jap)

soooo. holidays had never been enough for me, i mean NEVER.

nvm nvm. 5 more months Haz, 5. 30x5, 150 days left. 5 more months, f-i-v-e.

OHEMJAYHHH. spm tinggal lebh krg 150 hari lah niiii? shoot. im screwed. so screwed.

notttttttt

haha. bajet cuak. tp kau tak working-your-arse-out pun! diam la Haz. tayah nak buat drama sangat la kann. =_= (annoyed ngan diri sendiri)

phfft, sooo..

what more shud i babble. no, i m so not gonna babble about homeworks. dont ask why.

all in all. i cant wait to finish all this. but then again, i dont wanna leave school. hmm. ironic bukan?

till then,

Haz out!

Assalamualaikum, peace y'all

Tayah nak diet sngt laaaah.

2011-06-02T05:06:00.000-07:00

so now, tell me who should be jealoussss? lol

went out just to meet this galll.it was a last minute plan, sorry guys tak ajak ramai2 :l

okayyy, bagggg kat FOS kott. yang belah kiri macam kenal eeh pattern dia? lol

(lol, we went in the shop just to get a grip of the mirror. typical today youngsters righttt? )

-what to do. i miss camwhoring dengan awakk-

okayy. ini lah guilty pleasurenya, memang gila breeding fat agent betol laah.

mana takk, fibre cheese cake, chocolate sundae

chocolate indulgence tak kira lagii. memang tayah nak diet sngat laaa.

partner in crime,

or more to partner in the next biggest loser asia. lol

Amalina Rahman

haha, she was too busy spilling storieessss.

sumpah macam dah bertahun tak berjumpa,

truth be told i miss you. truth be told im NOT lying

she could babble all day long and still i wont get bored, :') (terharu sekarang ama!)

haih haih. though we didnt did anything much, (movies karaoke or bowl)

it still worth the time spent la. haih haih.

dating with you at secret recipe dah rasa mcm

ohmaigod-im-17-dis-year-i-just-realize-shoot

haish. when la i get to see you guyysss :

yeahhh, i paste these names kat board next to my bed in hostel

sweet kann? 'awwwwhhh'

bwahahaa

till then,

i know you guys are busy with studies family or stuff,

wish you guys all the best, and hope to meet you guys someday, very soon :)

okay dah Haz. gi mandi.takk sedar diri.

sorry i tumblr-ed

2011-06-01T09:45:00.000-07:00

2011-06-01T02:23:00.000-07:00

IM HOME!

OMAGAAAAAH.

haha. bongok.

cheer up :)

2011-05-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

got out with bro n sis to a wedding.

short one.

went to mid just to get my sis' phone repaired.

walking in wedges shawl and baju kurung, feeling awesome, lol. i cud do that all day,

since living in hostel is not that different (baju kurung stiap masaaa)

tralalala. jalan-jalan-jalan scavenge for baju kasut . tak beli pape pun. lol

stop at sweet talk. grab some desserttss. yada yada yada,

went back home.

chat :)

pack barang, getting ready for tomorrow's trip!

till then,

Haz Off!

2011-05-27T18:33:00.000-07:00

HAHA

im just effin bored.

2011-05-26T23:41:00.001-07:00

school break start today.

well mine start yesterday. i have nothing in mind.

but but. its just saddening to see this blog left unfed. :)

im reading novel. malay.no, its not thriller.

WAHAHAHA. gilaaaaaa. pinjam org punye

Forever and Always

2011-05-26T11:21:00.000-07:00

Dear Blank Space,

its been a while since i last wrote anything,

i just wanna say, im tasting the smell of freedom and

having the best time at the moment, really

thanks to you and You, :)

letters to julliet says: love have no expiry date. haha.

sing a long

2011-05-01T11:41:00.000-07:00

I wish we had another time,i wish we had another place.

2011-04-30T11:55:00.000-07:00

2011-04-30T11:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Heart,
be strong and don't get fooled easily.
you've already fractured a few times. :)

2011-04-30T11:31:00.000-07:00

NI BARU GILA2 GIAN NAK ONLINE.
2.31AM WOW.

2011-04-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

theres so many things i have to catch up here,
swallowing each fact like big choking pills.
i'm telling you, this is hard, it hurts but how come im not blaming anyone?

weird.

2011-03-12T09:24:00.001-08:00

when things tend to fall apart.

sometimes, theres nothing u cud do except

just stares and watch it falling

though it may cause you the feeling of guilt and sorrow .

Rumah sayaaa

2011-03-11T06:26:00.000-08:00

ok i know this aint twitter.(watdehel.tumblr lah)

but watdehel.

i'm homeeee~~~~~

will be spilling more stuff later

to be continue...

2011-02-05T02:35:00.000-08:00

i need to write. but somehow. thats the only thing came out.

ohmagah

2010-12-25T01:56:00.000-08:00

mood : -

song : fatal flaw

soo, i was hostel shopping just now, bought food toiletries yadayadayada all those stuff - not interesting for you to know oso

haha, before that.. went to this person's bro's wedding (okay that's a lil awkward to type)

heh bz betul..hari itu kakak dia kawen pastu abang dia, pastu next year dia, dan baru diikuti dengan abang dia (which nawa also was not certain about his age =_=)

amin,HAHA

nawa, the newly-wed sis Kak Nadia (eh? hehe) dan ank sedara diaa

dan si gems. selendang hijau (fat, lol)

shoot. i'm still the shortest

selamat pengantin baru, er....semoga bahagia ke anak cucu?

well.. that's the common wishes that i wud hear bila orang kawen

so,there.

sape cakap tak sempat nak update blog pasal ni hahh?

:D outa here!

speechless all the way.

2010-12-24T19:55:00.000-08:00

mood : hah,what more can i say, i'm going back tomorrow?

song : talking to the moon

how depressing it can be- listening to this song at time like this.

=_= haha

i dont know what i should post for now.

but i think i am just going to miss everything.

everything.

wondering that someday somehow i might lose what i have now.

well. i wud just go talking to the moon then

p/s: liking a song for the lyrics.

the last song you gave me was?

hah. i see.

i learnt bio at 2 am last night

haha, weird.

we sure are cute for two ugly people

2010-12-23T05:27:00.000-08:00

mood : feels like going to toilet

song : bleed it out

sebagai starter menu hari ini kita makan tob boki.

(wow starter makan nii? gilaa.

oh well, ni sedap kot, compared to street cafe!)

Fan of stick figure comic strip?

wahaha.

well lets take a look of this:

GRENADE

this is when Mr Mars says : i'd catch a grenade for you

and this is when he says: put my hands on a blade for ya

oh oh, and this one's my fav : i'd jump in front of a train for ya

oh well. the artist seems to be an unknown. hmm.

lalala~

the title is from the lyrics of Anyone Else but You -juno

and yes. the pictures are all blur.

hmm. maybe the 'artist' is using a low quality hp camera?

who knows.

thats for 'staying up' late night!

2010-12-22T23:41:00.000-08:00

thanks for updating a post about fashion yeaaa?

haha. just read it.

shishh

oh oh you know what? i got this awesome news.

i just lost my english homework in this freaking laptop!

aah last time i finished it up like one whole day, while listening to songss

baru nak bangga dah siap (air tangan sendiri), tinggal siket je lagi. sekali tadi tengok.

it didnt do the autosave ke apa tahhh

rasa mcm nak nangis. but.

oh well. what to do. i just go and do it AGAIN-handwrite je laa.

from now on, dont forget to save your work. even if there's an autosave ke apajadah sumeee

trust no laptop.

outa here!

2010-12-21T07:24:00.000-08:00

ugly truth revealed!

i got bored easily bila selalu chat ngan orang yang sama (tapi depends juga)
i'm almost a 'loner'
i am more talkative and ballistic here (chating on9 n stuffs)
i'm not really good at responding towards people problems
i find it hard to keep it with too any peoplee (get what i' saying?)

sometimes i'm just confused.

that's how i lose my contacts with the ones I truly click.

oreos and cold fresh milk. awee~

2010-12-21T05:22:00.000-08:00

mood : barely can open my eyes, but not sleepy

song : diary of jane-breaking benjamin

you know sometimes you just wish to be on your own.

isolating yourself from the real world. its better to live in your own world, where you're the center of attention for yourself. (okay apaakkaahhh?)

no i mean, sometimes, i just prefer to check on the list of whos-online-in-fb, what's the recent updates, formspring any questions? and thats it.

dan seterusnya, live in your own world like i said just now.

i prefer those kind of stuff. cut the havoc. make no connection. have my own kind of chaos.

so of course, i got bored. but that doesnt actually stop me.

so yada yada, i'm pretty lame, i know.. i'd spent my time blog-reading, listening to latest download songs (fine. diary of jane is sooo last yearrr, but watevs) sketching stuff that turns out to be a piece of turd (=_=). basically just make myself buzy. and enjoy every last ticks (cehh. i' going back this Sunday, mind you. gahhh)

oh, oh. i ate mars bar ice cream todayy. wohoaaa. breeding fat as always. wahaha.

can you see that ? can you see that?

how heaven is thattt. a mars bar ice cream?

^_^

stuck on you!

2010-12-20T21:40:00.000-08:00

mood : counting days left

song : speak now-taylor swift

Hello hello hello! (excited in theee most annoying way)

so,

seperti biasa rutin harian aku

bangun paling awal puku 9.30,

keluar bilik,

duduk cari kerja,

makan,

sidai baju,

masuk bilik,

on9,

mandi

shoot lepas ni mesti dah tak boleh nak tipu tak tido lepas subuh. =_= ciss.

haha

so, technically, i'm done with all the chores. so, it's lepaking and thinking time laa. duh~

ceh ada pulak thinking time (mcm bananas in pajamas, yes people, i used to watch that show.so?)

@#$% (it's not an F word okay?) its just 5 days at this 'home sweet home' before going back to the sweet lil hell.

haha. exaggerating.

okay, lately aku tido lewat. dan ends up bangun di waktu yang telah di state above.

maka membawa kepada kewujudan dark circle, atau lebih dikenali as panda-eyes.

shoot.

what to do.

oh.u just wait .

ciao for now.

haz out!

lalalala. u and me stuck-like-glue!

kedai bijih kopi itu

2010-12-17T23:09:00.000-08:00

nak tahu takk

semalam kan semalam kan..

aku pergi cafe mewah itu. (MEWAH okay, siap state lagi)

wahaha. semalam aku pergi hantar makcik aku untuk balik ada lah somewhere,

lepas tuh, adik aku ni, gedik nak makan salmon bagel lah pulak.

maka, sebagai kakak yang baik hati aku tolong lah dia pergi beli (beli pun bukan guna duit aku)

tapi aku tak suka sebenarnye pergi kedai macam ni, sebab aaa, aku tak suka la, susah nak make up choices

maka, kami tiga orang melangkah, (okay siapa lagi sorang? cousin aku la!)

so aku tengah meng-usha2 menu board dia, eh tetiba plak aku dgr suara yg agak-agak teruja ni, meng welcome " hello? hello? hye! hye!, excuse me miss"

(EHHHHHHHH. AKU DIRI DEPAN COUNTER CASHIER RUPANYA)

so strike on a confident face, aku pun ckp lah, 'one salmon bagel, erh..caramel ice blended...dan aah apaaa. ice coffee la"

okay, watev. pastu aku tunggu lah depan cashier tuh. (okay aku br ingat ni bukan fast food, maka wajarlah aku tunggu dulu kat tepi patutnya kan? heh sengal)

pastu,

cashier: "erh, nama siapa ye"

aku : "HUH? nak buat apa?" *gelabah*

cashier: "nanti saya nak panggil kalau dah siap,"

cis. ingat apa tadi *hehehmalu*(encik cashier tahu tak ada ayat yang lagi better untuk buat org tak perasan spt : erh, boleh bagi saya nama untuk bla bla bla". takde lah saspen sgt)

maka aku pun diarah tunggu dulu. oh fine.

aku dok lah bertiga dgn adik aku, eheh, lupa plak amek nombor 11 dia soh pegang tuu

*EH TUNGGU. AKU TAK CKP LAGI AKU NAK TAKE AWAY NI*

so i just cut off ada dua org putih ni tgh order, wahah, i know, rude.

haish.

last2, nama dipanggil, coffee dan bagel di ambik

balik cepat-cepat. sbb malu.

only to find, forgot to add on sugar syrup kat ice coffee kak aku. ah sudahhhh. patah balik sehhh.

=_=

takpe. bnyk lesson learnt. walaupun terpaksa malu kejap.

2010-12-15T06:28:00.000-08:00

SAYA NAK :

spc

STUDY OVERSEA JUGA!

-fin-

Jalan Bijan

2010-12-13T07:06:00.000-08:00

eww. tak menarik. its, the Sesame Street ;)

say hi to Mr. HairyMamoth

2010-12-13T01:07:00.000-08:00

oh come on, lah kalau nak promote Mawi pun tak payah lah obvious mcm tuu.

tension, asal cakap satu line, mesti pause, dan, bam! the soundtrack plays

acccidentally watched 'Pulau Nami' on erh,, oasis or prima.

every 20 second mesti ada sound track. =_=

as if indonesians film are not enuff

Being skeptical 2.

2010-12-12T08:48:00.000-08:00

yes. i am a skeptic person

i doubt my decision. i hate making choices.

i'm easily influenced.

why choose if you can have both?

this is what i'm tired of at most.

yes i am a skeptic person.

it's hard for me to understand my own emotions

is it vengeance, or annoyance

is it like or love?

i hate the feeling of uncertain about things.

for once, i just one a clearer view, to tell me what's actually true

so i dont just dwell on things that i can't get through.

so here me out, once i'd made my decision,

dont ask me is this your true conscience?

because i hate to start it all over again

just to please your big 'wiser' brain.

2010-12-12T07:15:00.000-08:00

lets just face it, i dont have best friends that last long. back then

well, this is my primary school's story, really. my best friend change every year i went into new grade, oh i think i've posted about this before.

and, i think. i have lost contact with all the people that i was close to back then, yes all.

it's like, those primary school memories (oh wait there were no memories that i need remember i think. it was saddening, haha) have never exist, or it's like, i was a friend-less person back then.

getting into secondary school's actually, turns the table aro

und. i stick to these guys.

well actually..i have to, as there were no other choices?

since i was placed in the same class with same classmates, 3 years in a row!

i was technically forced to like them

haha, kurang aja. no laaa. i treasure each and every presence ;D

it's been almost a year, not being classmates.

but still, our ukhwah remains the same. alhamdulillah..

it was awkward for the first 2 minutes, but i think i got a long real well after that?

hee.

ergh. ini belum complete.

know what? sometimes, i wish i could be like who i was back then

the same old me.

here's to you guys, esp, amalina rahman.

2010-12-12T06:14:00.000-08:00

haha. watdehel ama, does this makes you feel better? haha..

well it's a low quality video, but, it might cure your rinduuu kot?

perhatikan tangan pink dr awal smpi akhir. ;D

riuhh btol niii semua nak bercakap

;)

2010-12-12T03:23:00.001-08:00

HEY ANON. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

be what you wanna be!

2010-12-06T08:11:00.000-08:00

comel lagu ni, got it from my room mate ;)

haha nawa, kita pun ada lagu nak promote.

SING.A.PORE

2010-12-06T07:51:00.000-08:00

I HATE IT ALL IN SINGAPORE.

i mean, this is the most boring and pathetic trip to Singapore

mostly it was all-grumpy rushing and about me not having anything to do,( duduk diam sorang2 tanpa duit,hp,mahupun facebook, although you might say 'gedik atau poyo betol budak bandar ni,' eyhhh kisah pula sayaaaa?! )

it's far better to sit in my room, with you (blogger) and my homeworks ( ha-ha, mcm kau buat, walaupun dah berapa kali berazam nak siapkan, sama lah mcm azam kau nak kurus makcikkk, hangat2 chicken shit .oh shoot. secret revealed! haha bdh)

But, Singapore is a really some place that i look up upon.

i mean, it's clean, the drivers aren't crazy nor reckless, the clothes are cheapppp, living cost, are low i guess? and all. and i admit i sometimes wish that i live in Singapore ;)

it's just life is so simple there,

you live in apartment, you went place to place by public transport, you can go for a walk or jog without really a mass feeling of insecure, walking at nights are like pshfttt, everybody does that, really. secara holistiknya, it's just great. (eceh)

but everything ada pros and cons dia kan.

the malay teen are like...ruine?

going to the mall, it's like everybody wears hot pants, (serious kalau tak nampak memang pelik)

and then again, young couples, were like open, very if compared to here (of course la)

yadayadayada. pergh aku cakap mcm first time kan pergi sana

bahaha. entah lah, serious aku mcm

' i wish i live here!" lepas tu nanti cosmo and wanda will grant my wish, and then poof! (okayyyy, fairly odd parents, shoot. another secret revealed!)

oh.shit.yes.i.just.cursed.tak. percaya?. shit. see?

okay that was pathetic. i just dont have any dramatic ending here, haha, bye

haz out!

#1 uncountable day out with sibs

2010-12-02T01:36:00.000-08:00

Hey diary, ( haha diary lah sngt, baling laptop ni kang)

just got back from watching a movie, and get to say a quick hello to Zakwan (padahal movie start pukul 2, sempat lagi nak lari jap jumpa bdk ni kat tingkat atas dalam 2 suku, bengong.)

ate at Sushi King, no pictures though, because it was a lunch about :stuffing food as fastest as you could. because, it was already 1.50 after we finished performing Zohor( citer start pukul 2, memang hebat betol. aku tahu.)

KLCC akhirnya! ;) (jakun, rumah 10 minit dr klcc pun nak rindu rindu. tampa diri sendiri*)

this fatso kelihatan seperti lalat>IQA.

*yes we watched a 3D movie! which cost rm18 per person, yeay to me! I'M BROKE.

eh eh eh

cuba teka citer apa aku tengok?

takkkk. =_= bukan social network! cadangn di tolak mentah-mentah oleh

budak pendek(rujuk gmbr di atas, haha)

*pergh ini putih melampau niii, pakai clorox setiap malam ye

here's thee clueee....!

yes it was Rapunzel :A tangled tale

rating: 8/10

comment: fun stuff,entertaining,

(though i missed the early 30minutes)

and I bought this book, quite hilarious so far.

(pasal budak gemok tak sedar diri yang terlebih matang ingat diri hebat sgt,

dan gila kuasa, pdhl baru nak masuk dlm election =_=)

as far as i'm concern, the author worked on the Simpsons tv show kot. maybe.?

chotto matte!

2010-11-28T21:24:00.000-08:00

man, its been like 2 weeks of hibernating.

i mean seriously, bila kat rumah tak buat apa-apa.

i mean, i still do the chores, tapi tak banyak.. bosan siket online fb. and yes, i'm an FB-addict.

tak pernah log out fb account i mean (okay dah tiga kali i mean, rasa nak tampa diri sendiri)

hahaa..

okay, so, what should my post today will be about?

10 things i'm going to miss being a Form 4 Student :

1. doing bad things with ballistic floormates

2. menggila dan memalaskan diri bersama roomates. the ideal room mates that everyone would die for i tell you!

3. dengar mp3 masa belajar math mode (kantoi, couldn't help it, mp3 was my only cure utk tak ngantuk)

4. prep petang jumaat yg sangat hebat. -sbb sume bajet dgr mp3, lepak, ada yg hilang tatau g mana, computer lab, maybe??

5. prep sabtu yg sangat tenang tanpa gangguan

6. weekends yang relax, tade program, mcm form 5 nanti..

7. study last minute, stay up malam knn2 buat study group ;)

8. tido lambat sampai pukul 3 pagi bersama kiah dan elli tanpa tujuan. ends up eating 2 packets of maggi at 2 a.m, main miscall org dan konon2 nak study agama tapi tak berjaya

9. floor aku. aaahh gonna miss it all

10. dan of course, waktu satu batch unite untuk countdown merdeka

yup, gonna miss it all, next year will be a whole lot different

with new teachers, newcomers, new floor mates, room mates and that sorts of stuffs ;)

2010-11-28T20:36:00.001-08:00

DEMMIT.

something about trust

2010-11-28T19:54:00.000-08:00

Hey,

do you remember or have you ever felt that you believe in someone so much that you're about to give your all to him/her? but truth is, it's not as what you thought it was. and all your trust just went to trash?

and you went on wondering, why the hell do you put your trust so high on him/her, when him/her doesn't really deserve your trust?

well, you guessed it right, I did.

more than once. ;)

MALAS.

2010-11-28T01:05:00.000-08:00

yes, i know this is no tumblr

2010-11-22T23:37:00.000-08:00

currently signing in

assalamualaikum,

kehadapan saudari penulis blog yang baik dan comel.

adinda di sini sedang di dalam belenggu kebosanan yang teramat sangat.

tolong lah buat sesuatu terhadap diri ini. jangan lah biar ia terbiar kegemukan dan obesiti di rumah

dengan love.

your other half.

so we went out we ate we took pictures we have good laugh we have FUN

2010-11-21T23:09:00.000-08:00

okay, so this is a quick post for last Saturday- outwithdasibs!

dined here- Street Cafe the place was cool and quite cozy,
get to play jenga, cards, paste post-it on the wallget to read people's wishes on the wall. cam whore of course, free wi-fi, privacy as there's a curtain for each space
tald ya 'bout the wishes.
hundreds of them right behind me

ate this set: robukki

it's ramen with tobukki?
SPLENDID.

continue stuffing our fat bellies at the Whisk, Empire Gallery
only to find everything were almost finish, ate red velvet cake and macaroons
forgot to take decent pictures, but hey!
i took these photos, the humongous slide in the mall:

it cost RM12 to get into this effingly-5floor-slide

so much for a REUNION DISCUSSION

2010-11-15T21:04:00.000-08:00

remember this tree where we used to hang around

waiting for our dads/mums to pick us up?

Just got back from es em kay el kay.

hahaaa, gedikk. and so, apa yang aku buat kat sana?

well basically, the plan was, meeting up ex krkians, but turned out, only 2 showed up. yes. prettaayy sad.

plus, it was only the form twos and form fives attending the school. and not to mention, it was quite a horror scene to see. not to be overreacting but, man, it was as i said it was. feeling of insecure totally rushed up.

i mean, the guys, were here and there, wandering around like the place got no rules at all!

while the teachers are busy clearing up documents, transferring this box into that box, since the teachers room is going to transfered to one side of the school block.

but hey, it was my school after all, stop complaining would ya?

and so that's my review of the school.

oh i am fasting today, but totally forgot when Wani actually offered me Daim. I only realize 10 minutes later. hee. my luck then

went to meet up some teachers:

cikgu hafiz, teacher pat (OF COURSE!) , puan zainab (oh dia ingat lagii), cikgu darmadi, cikgu ain, lagi lagi? aah cikgu akmal, dan cikgu fauzi..

here's the proves! :

canteen hallway

pondok itu

and so, later on they all went back, i was left alone with my phone. my sis was busy with her gang capturing their photos. so this is what happened.

BAHHH!

DAMN BORED.

2010-11-14T18:58:00.000-08:00

confused

reflect.

2010-11-13T09:00:00.000-08:00

it's already 1 am, the time that i fancy write all my trains of thoughts.

because, yes it rarely occurs in my head,

most of the time, i'll be only thinking bout current issues,

but during this hour. it's different

right. i am very very thankful with my current life.

so far there's not a thing that i would change. i cherish each and every ticks of my life. really, Alhamdulillah praise to Allah.

though i am facing problems with my academic. but not that severe one.

i cried silently burying my head under my comfy pillow,after physics paper,i plastered a smile when my friends were kidding around as if physics were nothing to them, it were easy for them, i even rang my mother to pray for my success that day because i knew

i should and could've done better. and i knew i couldn't pass my goal this time, which is to be a 3.5. rightt. . .

but besides that, it's true life have been easy for me.

and there was once when i was trying to be a good friend lending my ears to one of my friends, how she has too survive on her own and not to depend much on her parents, that left me clueless. i know i see a lot of things in front of me to be easy. but truth is, they aren't easy for her.

Dear Allah,

i am thankful for the life that you gave me all this while

i am thankful for such family that i have

i am thankful that i haven't gone astray too far from your path

i am thankful for all your nikmat, your rezeki that you have showered me with.

technically, i'm just thankful for all that you have been giving me,

please dont let me gone astray,

or being too absorb in this duniawi.

and most important, please Allah guide me and please look after me so that i wont do things you wouldnt approve. and of course, guide me to be a better person.

i'm just worried,if one day something bad happen, which i were to face with real problems and to be tested real hard, i might just collapse.? would i be able to do it this time?

oh God, give me strenght but,

jangan lah kau uji aku dengan ujian yang tidak mampu aku hadapi

2010-11-13T08:50:00.001-08:00

I'm just not that someone who could express real feelings into simple words.

you might think i'm too straight forward and honest,

but truth is, it wasn't intentionally meant to have hurt you

it's just sarcasms goes with me.

i wont say i like you even if i do

i wont say i hated you even if your presence annoys me.

i just dont have the heart and guts to do so, i guess?

such a coward, i know.

start aprreciate the cleaner!

2010-11-13T07:02:00.000-08:00

eii, my blog's getting dull and plain

here's something to glitz 'em up

there's this lucky sunday which my room is lucky enough to be picked for trash duty,

kena angkut sampah satu floor

which is 5 bag besar ke rumah sampah, perlu lalu depan asrama lelaki, mind you

so much for my beloved floor, gn2nd, ;p

2010-11-12T21:16:00.000-08:00

right. sekarang since cuti hujung tahun dah start, meaning, aku dah tak kan jumpa form 5, kan?

ini lah umur 16 tahun yang sangat singkat. sangat singkat.

it just came to my senses that it's already the end of 2010, and in less than 2 month am going to face 2011, theee great battlefield of spm.

won't get to see the form fives that wud be wearing their red-gemilang tees walking by heading towards the hall for camp subject when the others were enjoying their saturday-prep spending 1 hour dozing off before starting with real homeworks ;p

although i'm not close to any of my seniors, but there's still a piece of sadness having the thought that they're be leaving soon.

but no, i wont shed any tears though,

guess, it'll be lot cooler if i was close to any one of them.

but still, having to be me, not close to any of them, makes my life easier, since theres no feeling of attached that'll make my life sad and empty for next year, right?

hahh, right, that sounded harsh. hahaa.

but it's tha fact la, it's like

"nasib baik aku tak rapatkamcingbestfren ngan mana2 akak senior, sbb nanti tak payah nak sibuk2 sedih nangis2 kena berpisah nanti kan?kan, kan? "

huhu, but then, you wouldn't know how it's like to be separated with the one that you're close to,right?

right. maybe it wasn't meant to be.

nerd and evil

2010-11-12T06:34:00.000-08:00

i have this one secret of mine.

but it's not really a secret since secret should be kept and not to be told publicly i guess?

i have this one thing about me.

i couldn't stand seeing people excel in studies. i mean not everyone, but to those that you have never expected to be a top student at all!

especially when he's an opposite gender. he looks fine, normal typical teen boy but not the kind that you would expect to be a genius.?

i mean seriously, oh come onnnnnn! that sucks a lottttt.

erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. how did he do it ? $@:%2fqt20tnqf3otyvn3utbnq3h4t!!

outta here! i sooo need to work on my studies for next year, cpt makcik, you need to at least get 3 pointer! maaaaaaaa

2010-10-23T22:34:00.000-07:00

GOING BACK TO MY SMALL LITTLE HEAVEN

HAHA,

see you guys in 3 weeks time!

wait! pray for my upcoming finals,

which is only in a week time

doakan saya dapat 3.5 ke atassssss. puh-leasseeeee?

i know it's a bit impossible regarding my last results,

but your prayer can at least give me some chances to make it possible right?

2010-10-23T01:52:00.000-07:00

i'm not the kind that talks much,

probably i'm shy or maybe i'm just aloof with new crowds

you'll find me a great talker with great sarcasm once you know me well. pretty well

but seriously peeps, that sarcasms are not meant to hurt your, neither shows that i hate you

trust me if i hate you, i'd do better than that

but it's just a friendly nature of mine

note:

the more sarcasm you get from me shows the closer we are getting together

treasure every penny!

2010-10-23T01:36:00.000-07:00

here it goes!

went to timesquare for lunch, just a monthly-treat from mother,

ahah,

and then on my way home, stopped by at ampang point, plunge into giant and grab stuffs that i could stock in hostel.

only to find i exceeded 25cent!

25 freaking cent that you can find near longkang, or even tepi jalan or even dekat tabung mc donald tu!

but just because of this 25 cent, i got to play a cool character, as if i'm used to not have enough money i just said

"oh? 25 cent? erm, buang yang ni lah"

nasib baik that chinese cashier that wore a very heavy eyeshadow (green and yellow,FYI) relax je, huuuu.

takpe2, at least when somebody told stories like this, i could just say "been there, done that"

right?

2010-10-22T07:20:00.000-07:00

saya rasa saya macam semakin sombong
tapi bukan saya yang nak jadi sombong
;(

catering?

2010-10-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

nak tahu tidak?
masa hari khamis kan, saya kan keje jadi waitress. bukan waitress yang mcm relax mcm kat hotel tuu.
tapi caterer punya
seriously it was a real exhaustion that i end up being attacked by high fever till i couldn't go online on facebook no more.
until now!
hehe, just recovered, so that's why u see my post here and my online icon on facebook.

see, i work to serve the vip guests for the breakfast and lunch dine in.
from 8 until 3.30 not to forget i also washed the dishes, although not much, i'm starting to have back ache, yes pretty much like an old lady, but it can't be help
not only that, i was quite in an agony for i have to humiliate myself pulling myself in the hugging-body vast(like real waitress).
dress code : tugged in white shirt,black slacks, purple vast and also tugged in tudung indon. hohh! yeah you can imagine how urmm.. "adorable" i was.. NOT!
i swear that's the last time you see me wore that.
huuu..

still tgh demam lagi sket2. i havent been in this kind of situation before.
demam sebab penat sgt. memang, masa nak balik hostel tu, kaki dah cram2 dah, back ache, short breathe. ahha. bunyi macam nak mati. eh eh takk. haish muluttt.

k till then,
hazITH

saya kebekuan

2010-09-30T21:11:00.000-07:00

hmm. lepas aku cek balik post-post lama aku.
baru aku perasan. aku dah lama tak cerita pasal perkembangan semasa-, isu-isu semasa .
sebab? asrama.
so sekarang aku still kat hostel lagi, tapi tapi tapi. hari ni jumaat, dan! aku tak masuk kelas,
tak attend pun kelas add math (which aku takut sbb nanti kena electrocutyse dengan serang suara bervoltan tinggi sbb add math aku haritu mcm teruk. wu) tapi dok dekat makmal komputer. yang tade cikgu. hanya aku dan 7 pelajar tingkatan 4 yang lain, tapi sama nasib dengan aku.

ok, aku sebenarnya nak cerita pasal jamuan raya hari tuu..
tapi tetiba plak cikgu ada balik. ahaaa/ later aah.
bye
xoxo

2010-09-30T20:52:00.000-07:00

ok, finally settled down with all the typing!
gaaaaaaaaaaahhhh, my eyes hurt as it dry out in this fully extra freezing air condition lab!

oo.
i'm kind of blank on what to do. sebab barang2 semua dah siap type, tinggal nak print out
ok
esok pukul 8 insyallah nak gerak dah..
so malam ni kena siapkan semuaaa- display b0ard, thesis, pemphlate, point2 semua
hm. dan of course, ingat!
backpacking. ayooo.
sedih.. dah aah kena pergi jauh+lama , then miss jamuan makan dekat rumah cikgu, nak dapat paper after exam lagi (FYI, semalam baru habis pekse, ni esok nak pergi dah. haiyaa -bajet bz)-
hmm takpe2, for great experience

ok, nway amalina if u read this (eceh..) yes i'm going to aisyah and masyi's place kott?

PKS

2010-09-29T22:22:00.000-07:00

aah. wait *righleftrightleft*
line clearr

god this is the very first time i type a post in school. yeah, i'm all alone in this conmputer lab, finishing up a project,
will be representing maktab in a science fair. uuuu~~~
typing some stuffs, last minute touch up, designing stuff, stay up late night. and wallaaa~
hey,pray so i'll be fine there eh?
enngg. yeah. insyallah, oh yeah projek kajian saintifik, kat PC

till then , just a quick shout out saying i'm still alive and doing good here,.
hehe bye,

2010-09-13T10:52:00.001-07:00

jom cakap pasal reallll story eh.

not just some post that'll feed up my blog.

this one's special

actually i misses the fun.

eh eh tukar bm aah.

ok aku rindu(sedikit awakward di sini, i'll try) keseronokan dulu,

bila satu geng yang satu kepala, dan senang mencapai kata sepakat bila berbincang pasal any topics.

yang kalau kau tak puas hati,

kau takde ah cakap depan2 dengan cara yang kasar,

at least ada berlapik siket sebab nak jaga hati kawan kita.

takde aah main lepas beremo melampau

ok tak, bukan aku cepat terasa, sensitif sangat ke apa,

tapi a good way to tegur people adalah dengan respect good words with good courteous

memang aku rasa kawan yang aku jumpa dulu paling sekepala aah

kawan yang masa tu buat aku faham dan appreciate friendship

untuk aku lah, sebab entah

masa aku sekolah menengah aah i learn lots of things

macam aku rasa diorang lah kawan yang aku pernah paling rapat, yang memang susah nak cari,

kalau nak cari satu dua boleh,

tapi faham tak aku jumpa 1 gang yang almost got the same one track mind?

walaupun sebelum2 tu ada macam tak berapa berkenan ngan dia ni, tak suka cara dia

tapi each person ada diorang punya own way yang buat aku notice their awesome-ness

pastu

aku ingat lagi, kalau macam kita stayback hari jumaat kot,

masa tingkatan tiga, akan lepak kat kelas. blok yang kita conquer tu. sebab sesi petang takde kelas kat situ.

pastu kitorang pergi kat 7e beli snack dan beli nasi lemak nawa's recommendation tu,

borak sangat lama, kerja tak de lah buat banyak sangat, tapi still buat.

pastu masa tu wani tengah ada hot story, dan aku ama dan nawa akan teruja dengar cte dia

tapi at the same time akan mcm critisize sket,

cite pasal dia punya admirer ke pasal makanan dan resipe

dan nawa akan cte pasal kucing dia dan any cte merapu dan gila mahupun cte jepun

dan ama akan cte pasal...aah any hot new topics dan makanan juga dan ikmal

best gila dulu, boleh stay back, pastu kekadag gi psp, study2 nak dekat pmr

pastu pastu yang paling memorable dan ingat gila, perjalanan 30minit ke McD aah,

paling hebat.

memang adventure habis, naik jejantas 2 kali, pergi balik,

just untuk dapat freaking set of McD dengan seluar trek bercat putih.

balik rumah nawa muka merah-merah, panas.

aku tak kisah krg nak ckp macam 'hak elah kesian budak ni, tade benda pun, biasa je..lain lah macam korang sesame penah gempak langgar peraturan sekolah sesame ramai2 ke, baru lah meanigful gila'

but this is my story. dan my honest feelings.

omaigod, dan masa ni aku tak ingat ngan sape, masa tu briged bestari tengah macam hot topic lagi

so macam ada priority untuk masuk lab computer, kena jaga

pastu ktrg tutup smuaa pintu dan pasang lagu dr satu pc ni, dan buat mcm rumah sendiri

ada yang online.

memang lab tu kita punya. tapi masa tu awal2 lagi, yang aku ingat, ada nawa, kemba then izati ngan fizah and faten kot

tp tak dilupa jugak, melah akan cte pasal any stories yang mostly akan di share dengan wani atau peqah, cte pasal budak melawati yang aku tatau

peqah akan ada banyak cte kelakar tak pun mcm true story dia with her excellent english kat blog dia

tak lupa jugak syihan yang reti buat kek cokelat dan tak berapa minat nak cte pasal laki.

eisy. aku berblog tanpa arah tujuan

aa i just said apa yang came across my mind

it's just so sudden memories of krk years flood in my mind

2010-09-12T10:52:00.001-07:00

Heyy, i'm in Singapore currently, probably heading back home, tomorrow.
:( facing reality back. homeworks and some other task!

the first night of raya at relatives house, and went back home at 2.30 am
then today, went home at 12 am
haha. how cool.

but the uncool part is, of course involving my studies anddddd gaining of weight.
muehehe. watevss, it's raya. hoho
took quite a lot of photos. huhu, cant wait to see it being upload

still on the line now? its almost 2 am!

gotta get some rest, ciao
as gonna be heading home early tomorrow

stumbled upon these old pictures. heheh

2010-09-09T10:20:00.000-07:00

haha, ama was soooo differentttt.

2008 right? hahaa

2010-09-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

hey ho(no offense, i dont mean 'whore' here, :P )

heheh

it's 6 minute before 1am, and it's eid tomorrow.

technically, i have one more week of school holiday. and quite a humongous pile of work, undone.

hehe, procrastinating is this girl's best friend.

huu.. ladies and gentlemen, for i have not been writing in a very long period of time in this particular blog, i lose 'em, 'thee art of blogging'.

bahaah, screw you! pernah ke aku ada..?? =_=

ok, here i wanna wish you guys,

HAPPY EID AND SORRY FOR ALL THINGS THAT MADE YOU MAD, ANNOYED, DISGUSTED OR OFFENDED.

i didn't mean to do any of that. as far as i'm concern la..

selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin

guys, i know, i'm fading slowly in the circle of smklk's friends. (if you still consider me as your friend :I )

i know i'm not that friendly and close to you guys anymore. like before, but remember, you guys used to be my friends, once a friend, forever we'll be friends,

p/s: dont measure our friendship by how often i text, chat, call you guys..

i have never forgotten you guys. those days when we laughed together like there's no tomorrow, and when we went moody and blue when some of us have to leave and move to SBPs..

it's how often i remember you guys that matter the most.

nawa.ama.syihan.melah.shaf.wani

(arranged randomly, same je smua, kita igt)

and all my awesome memories of 2007-2009.

2010-09-05T01:22:00.000-07:00

hah, assamualaikum dear fellas,

let's talk about me. (wait no, that sound so self-centered..but then this is my blog so, technically the story should revolves around me right?-yes)

the schedule when it comes to fasting month is much more pack compared to usual days,

i mean the hostel closed at 7am and opens at 4.45, then close back again at 6 and only until 11 it gets back open.

yes, very tight schedule.

but then it was just at first that it was a lil bit hard to follow those schedules.

as days pass through, people adapt.

so.. what should i write.

ish susah la. i'll get back to you if i found any fascinating stories.

till then,

hazhar

2010-08-07T10:01:00.000-07:00

oihhh, it,s already 1 in the morning. I'm the only one who's still awake at my house.
with laptop, fan, and lights on. -haishh current bnykk

so talking bout activity week, i skip a few activities.
ehh. shusshh.
quite fun, since there's no homework, and night you get to be a lil bit free, wander around here and there.
but i spend most of my time, at the kiosk.
whenever it is legal to operate je lah kan

not much to say, but what i like the most was, at the part we did the aerobics, science fair and... hmm.. fear factor.
yeah that was quite cool.

the ending ceremony was a lil bit messy at first, but it's okay, first try aite?
so far, it's okayyy.

prepare for the upcoming battle!
study week!
gaah
wish sem 2 to be only activity week.
wait make it activity sem. wayyy cooler.

2010-07-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

gaaahh.
home. but still am tired.
yesterday hangout with my room mates, went around wangsawalk. cinema and stuffs.
kejap jee.
ishh penat doii.

then skrg semua tgh terbongkang
haii nak meet 3c1 friends mmg x menyempat ah nak plann.
gahh. dah agak menyesal tak try tuk ajak korang keluar sekaliii.
wuuwu. next month babehh.
lama kot.

tak pe tak pe.

aah gonna miss home internet and family.

will be updating more later.

" Aurat is not just about covering your hair "

2010-07-05T20:21:00.000-07:00

2010-07-04T17:44:00.000-07:00

Captured: 4 July 2010, around 5.30

Clouds moving very fast, and you could see when then black clouds meet white clouds.
Very windy, chilly and it rained after the clouds collision(?)

When you're sad, think of happy moments/place

2010-07-04T00:53:00.001-07:00

ahhhh shoot!
i typed like a freak just now, spilling off words running in my head.
but it seems like this particular laptop doesn't approve my lame writing.
FINE!

just wanted to say, last year's school carnival was awesome. and that this year's carnival, would be different. since:

a) i can't come because exco puteri planning on having Ladies Night-Dinner
b) 3 c 1s people have gone places - asrama dan sekolah lain2
c) there wont be another ' roti poket dan ais krim groeng stall' on the canteen stage again
d) again, takde dah budak 3c1 ramai2 macam dulu yg akan sebok2 kat gerai tu. semua nak tolong menjual.

hssk. I am sure it'll be a whole lot fun, but still, not the same as in year 2009. Aite?
mesti best kalau macam dulu.

2010-07-02T22:01:00.000-07:00

its 1pm, I still haven't take my shower yet.
eheh, to busy online. just browsing around hoping to find someone that I'm close to would on9 too.
but happened to be, none of them online.
boo-hoo.

aah. last night, my temperature rose back high, but now, I'm back to normal.
i got stack full stock of ubat okayy.
antibiotics, paracetamols, flu, cough, influenza prevention, and mineral salt for dehydration

School's having sekolah ganti today, meaning you need to wear school uniforms on Saturday. Which is a lot of works since you need to iron your uniform at 5 am.

Ah..talking bout school uniform, 2 of my uniforms got locked kat bilik dobi.
gaaah, i was off to hospital from 9am to 2am, got back at maktab by 3-4pm. Soooo. by that time dobi dah tutup. pastu makcik tu tak bertimbang rasa, dia tak keluar kan baju aku.
dah lah hari jumaat dia tak masuk dryer, spin je.
habis ah ape cte kat baju aku kene kurung 2 hari . kesian kau. busuk nanti.

wuu. sebakul baju aku kat dalam bilik tuuu. ngaaaaa.

Ah this night, my pum company's going to have saturday night cinema.Planned on screening karate kid (watched that!) and lagenda budak setan ( hoping to watch! but missed) hope it'll all go smoothly as planned. g'luck.

Tomorrow, my floormates planned on outing ramai2, by college bus. ahh. it sure be a whole lot fun.= ="

hmm.

toodles, asslmkm!
hazITH

Sweet Escape eh?

2010-07-02T06:05:00.002-07:00

I got ILI. (influenza-like illness)
got sent-off for 4 days.

Symptoms commonly include fever, shivering, body aches, nausea, dry cough, chills.

I was fasting yesterday, by morning tea, my temperature slightly increased, and body started to ache.
masa buka. drank 100plus, and it actually reduce my body ache. bla2

okay. apa yg nak diberi tahu is that, I myself did not expected to have such a hig temp =
39.8
dcek darah, dan pasang drip.
government hospital sangat lah 'seronok dan mesra alam'

3 times I told the nurse, my drip tak bergerak pun airnya, when my friend's has moved to like half of the bottle.

=_= tension. aku nak balik cepatttt.
gahhhh. pastu dah pasrah aku tidur,
tetiba, cepat je air tu dah tinggal setengah botol.
so i assume the nurse checked my drip when i was sleeping, coz when i woke up i saw her touched my hand. hah!

in a nutshell, doctors and nurses in hospital itu sangat garang. ok satu doctor je laa.
hahhh.
dah dah. i got 4 days off. terima kasih lah juga Dr.
heheh.

p/s:the doctor said " awak tak layak dok kat sekolah ni"
pergh hai. mmg lah kat kertas tu tulis macam tu

a)tak layak ke kelas
b)layak ke kelas
c)perlu dihantar pulang

Sweet Escape eh?

2010-07-02T06:05:00.001-07:00

i'm excited yet discontented

2010-06-18T23:56:00.000-07:00

go ha.Zee.rah!
go ha.Zee.rah!
go go!

you can do it..! with all those humongous stacks of homework undone you'll still be fine.

well.
at least,lets hope so ok?

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i have no problem of having to go back to school
but the thought of those unfinished homework..yeah those tear me down. T_T

hot and cold

2010-06-16T04:15:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,
i just came back from Sabah yesterday. At around 9pm.
okay right. here's how the trip goes. from kl to kk to mesilau then back to sabah

Oh. Mesilau was freaking cold. We arrived at 12 noon, but still its 20clcs. so you could imagine how does the night went. we did barbeques. yes, outdoor. it was so cold that when you talk sometimes there's fog keluar dr mulut. cool

we stayed here-18 people. big family eh?

it was 6.30 am this time. so colddd that your hands hurt

look how i was pulling myself in this weather.

that's all. toodles. wanted to talk more, but somehoe not very excited to write though.
after mesilau. went back to kk, stopped at poring hot water(kolam air panas). at that stop, the temperature has rose to 27 clcs!
see, what i mean? hot and cold

2010-06-09T22:45:00.000-07:00

Hello hello baby u know i can't here a thing-telephone

Saya ada 3 kucing. Selama lebih kurang sebulan tidak duduk di

rumah, mereka sepertinya sudah semakin besar, comel dan mengada-ngada.

kuceng

tam/tambi

chocolate

hah amek, gambar close upku!

dan Tam adalah paling gedik.

bila tengok tv, kita dok bersila, tak pasal2 kang di landing kat riba.

dan sebab semua kucing ni la, almost setiap hari aku diserang seseme.

ALLERGIC! makin teruk oh sbb dah lama tak bersemuka dgn kucing.

.....

THE END.

random pick outs

2010-06-06T09:35:00.000-07:00

my class, no we don't learn dental thingy

my locker

homeroom. trying to prepare teacher's day gift.
super last minute!

Room mates!

2010-06-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

katil no4, no.3dan no.1

ignore my kick-me-i-beg-u face!

2010-06-05T07:58:00.000-07:00

hello again, second post of this night.
let's talk about LOVE.
no, that a lyric of a song
whatt? psfhttt. that's a lame intro.

back to AG story, in conjuction of save palestins issue, war and so on, every one in a week we were shown a video ofGaza, Palestinians, and so on.

In between after Maghrib and isya, we would watch that, the lights would be all turned off in the surau. We would only be focusing on that clip (except for those who slept, haish!) seeing how the agony still went on, the Israels shoot people like they're in the paint ball battle, and blood splattered everywhere, innocent baby and womens were hurt badly from nuclear effects.
i remember there was this letter that a woman send from a place they were jailed saying that they were raped more than 9 times a day, with her were 13 woman treated the same(not to be mistaken), still unmarried.
SAD. SYMPATHY.DESPISE.
that's how i feel.

i even remember this one line : we're not against Islam, we're just against EVIL.
"brilliant".

tadaimaaa

2010-06-05T07:41:00.000-07:00

Hello.
I am quite worn out. Not because doing a lot of chores, or do any homework.
but just because, onlining for about 2 hours straight!
-----distracted by tv3's cerekarama jap-------------

okay back to what's on my head just now. wait..was there anything in my head before? let's just pretend there was.
so as i was saying...uuuhhhh, 2 weeks of holiday?
i was planning on reading books, completing my homeworks, joggingg and hanging around with my mates.
but thenn..let's just hope it happens okay?

-------still distracted by the mother that tries to win her daughter's husband! gila!------------

i am dead sleepy, aaaaaaaahh.. still havent reconnect with ama wani nawa kamilah shafiqah syihan yet.
need to find timeeee.

so for today, i have been onlining offlining my mypace and facebook for more than 2 times.
yeah i know, get a life!